NaRobert Bernhard, World BEYOND War, November 16, 2020
mupiro
Chibayiro,
Ropa paaritari,
Atari yeHondo.
Ah, hongu,
Mwari
Uye Nyika.
Humwe ushingi, zvakare,
Yakatambanudzwa kuburikidza nemuganhu weHupenyu
kuhupenyu hwakarasika,
nyanga dzinosuwisa dzichiridza
mutinhimira wakafanana wekurara
serufu.
Vazhinji vese vakazvidaidza kuti zvakakodzera,
saka havafanirwe kutaura
Hondo inoparadza mweya,
kubwinya uye kubwinya
yakapihwa kune vakapona
pane kudaidza chero munhu
chibayiro chisina kukwana.
Chipo chinogamuchirwa,
Vazhinji veHondo vanoenderera mberi
kusasviba, kana kunyorova,
kana ropa,
kana kufukidzwa nedikita
kubva kukurumidza kumirira,
kana kubva kubasa,
kana kutya uye kusagadzikana
yekuponda
vachikomberedza mutsinga dzavo.
Tese tinofa,
masoja nevanhuwo zvavo,
kune avo vaMonger,
yezvikwama zvavo zvakazara
kwete rusununguko,
kwete yerusununguko rwemunhu.
Vamwe vakafa,
uye isu tese takachema ipapo,
kwatiri pachedu zvakanyanya
vakafa.
Uye ikozvino, kuMadziro,
tinochema iye,
uye iyeye,
uye iyeye,
zita iro paMadziro,
zita rega rega paRusvingo.
Zita rega rega paRusvingo
isu.
Takachema ipapo,
uye isu tinochema izvozvi,
kwete kune mumwe munhu aive
pedyo kana chidimbu chedu,
asi kune mumwe munhu aive
mumwe nemumwe wedu,
zve "ini".
Patinoseka nekuimba
kwamwari nekubwinya,
tinochema.
Tinochemera ropa ra "ini"
radeuka,
yakadeuka paartari yamwari,
aritari yamwari wese
zvakambovapo.
Nekuti mwari wese akambovapo
ave neAtari yeHondo
kuti ropa re "ini" ridonhe,
kudira.
Tinochema
nekuti kunyangwe seRusununguko runyorwa
is us, ndi "ini",
saizvozvowo, ndivo vaMonger veHondo,
vakachena kudaro, vane rombo rakanaka,
isina gore, kurarama nyore, kupfuma
nemari yakadhindwa mukati
"Ini" ropa pane "ini" rinohwanda,
nemari yakakwana yekutenga
munhu wese imbwa tag,
kuita kuti tese tifunge "isu"
isu hatisi "ini"
Tinochema nekuti "ini" ndinofa
kwamwari ane zita
hapana anoziva,
kunyangwe kuna mwari angade
pira mwanakomana wake chaiye,
uye tendera ropa remwanakomana wake ku
ruramisa imwe hondo.
Hareruya, ndiri "Ini"
Ndini.
Ndini uyo.
Ndiri izvo zvandiri kuti ndive.
Kunyangwe ndaishandira uye
handizvitutumadze,
ndichiri
kutenda kuongwa,
nekutambira kugamuchirwa kumba.
Ndinoda kutendwa
ndokutambira kumba.
Uye apo ini ndichichema nekuti
"Ini" ndakafa,
Hameno kuti sei,
hameno kuti sei mwari asingafi,
sei tisingakumbire
mwari iye ngaafe
paatari ya "ini"
kuti tese tigare mu
rugare rusina hondo,
kudanana
kusvika pakuti "ini"
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