Wolemba Jambiya Kai, World BEYOND War, October 6, 2020
"Ndi Mwana Wabwino Wotani" -
Nkhani ya Juneck Livi
Tinagwidwa m’nkhondo yachiŵeniŵeni – gulu la petulo linaphulitsa nyumba yathu m’tauni ya South Africa.
Ndinali ndi zaka zisanu zokha ndipo sindinkadziwa za zoopsa zomwe zinkachitika kunja kwa nyumba yanga.
Kumenyana kwamagulu ndi zida zankhondo zinali ziwonetsero zaukali zomwe zidayaka ndikuyaka moto waukulu - ine ndinali wosalakwa ndipo iwo omwe adamenya nkhondo kuti achotse "opanduka" m'tawuni yawo samadziwa kuti adasokoneza zolinga zawo pomwe miuni yawo yoyaka moto idakakamira. khungu langa. Kunyumba kwanga.
koma ndiye kachiwiri, palibe opambana pankhondo.
Ndipo amuna amapereka miyoyo yawo kuti apeze ufulu.
Zipserazo zinali zozama kwambiri ndipo khungu langa lachiwiri linali litakwera pasukulu yasekondale.
Ana asukulu akakana kumvera aphunzitsi anga ankanena kuti, “Kodi simukumvetsera – kodi makutu anu amamatidwa ngati a Juneck”? M'mawu ochepa amenewo ndinamva mkokomo wa zingwe za blue-gum zomwe zinamanga nyumba yathu ndikuyang'ana mwachidwi pamene malawi a makangaza akuwononga thupi langa laling'ono. M’chitonzo cha aphunzitsi anga ndinasungunukira mpaka kukuwa. Ndinapeza chitonthozo m’nyimbo za ma sirens pamene ndinkamenya nkhondo yosapeŵeka.
Ndinali ndi zaka 5 zokha koma zoopsa zinagona ngati mayi wopembedzedwa. Waukali pa kulambira.
Zokumbukira za amayi zinali zosamveka. Woyimba Jazz Wokongola wa ku Angola Maria Livi anali wanzeru komanso wanthabwala koma panalibe chozizwitsa chomwe chinali pafupi pomwe kuikidwa magazi omwe ali ndi kachilombo kunakhuthula moyo wake. Chake chinali chithunzi chokhacho chimene chinapulumuka kumoto wa helo. Moyo wanga waufupi unali womwazika pakati pa zinyalala. Mwina amandipangitsa kuti ndisamakhale bwino pansi pa mapazi anga opindika. Kapena zinali zochokera kumwamba pamwamba pa mutu wanga wamutu.
Abambo anga ndi mchimwene wanga wopeza amakhala kuchigawo china -
Ndinali chikumbutso cha machimo a moyo ndi chimodzi chimene iwo sankachifuna pozungulira. Agogo anga aakazi anamwalira usiku watsoka umenewo pamene zipolowezo zinayatsa tauni yathu. Sindinamuuze mlangizi wanga momwe ndimawonera khungu lake likufota ndikunyowa pomwe amandikumbatira - maso ake amandikonda ndili ndi zaka 5 komanso wowoneka bwino pakukumbatira kwake. Mpaka sanathenso kundigwira.
Mtima wake ukanasweka ngati akanadziwa kuti ngakhale atayesetsa kwambiri sindikuwonekanso ngati “mnyamata wokongola” yemwe amamukonda. Mwina akudziwa. Aunty Aya anali mayi wabwino kwa ine ndipo ndinadalitsidwa kukhala ndi amayi omwe amandionetsa kuwala kwa chikondi.
Nkhope yanga yovunda ndi manja olumala zidakhala nthabwala ya aliyense ndipo chipongwe chidanditsata -
Ndinasalidwa ndi kumenyedwa ndi omwe adamenyera ufulu wanga;
amene analanda dongosolo la ufulu wanga.
Yemwe anawotcha nyumba yanga, kupha mngelo wanga wondiyang'anira ndikupha maloto anga. Monga nkhosa zokaphedwa.
Ngakhale kuti ndinakumana ndi mavuto, chikhulupiriro changa chinandichirikiza; Kudzipereka kwa agogo anga ndi mawu akufa anandithandiza kuti ndidutse kuwawa kwa kupezerera anzawo, kupitilira manyazi a "oyipa".
"Ziribe kanthu kuti Juneck", adakuwa ndikukhosomola, kupyola ndi pamwamba pa matabwa, ndi njoka yamoto yomwe idayamwa pakhosi pake,
“Musalole kuti nkhanza za dziko zikube kukongola kwa maloto anu”. Manja ake anazungulira nkhope yanga ngati akuchotsa chiwanda choyaka motocho. Maso agolide ndi pakamwa kofiira kofiira kumalavulira pa nkhope yanga yazaka zisanu. Mulungu amene ankandivutitsa nthawi zonse.
Mdierekezi ankakhala mkati mwa kalirole. Ndinkalakalaka nditafera misala. Pomenyera ufulu. Ndikukhumba kuti gulu la anthu okwiyalo lidandipha
Zikanakhala kuti anthu ovutitsa anzawo akanadziwa kuopsa kwa wokwapulidwa,
kunyambita koopsa kwa lilime lopsa ndi chinjoka, pamene bomba lopanda chifundo linayala moyo wako pakati.
Panthawiyo ndinali ndi zaka 5 zokha. Zaka 40 zapitazo.
Kuyambira pamenepo ndakumbatira kukongola kwanga, ndipo moyo wanga watulutsidwa ku purigatorio.
Sindingatsanzire anthu omwe adandichitira zachinyengo -
Ndinatsimikiza kuti kutaya mtima sikungandipatse dipo. Kuti ndikhale mfulu, pakuti ndinadziwa kumene thandizo langa linachokera;
mphamvu zanga.
Cholinga changa.
Chiyembekezo cha agogo anga chinali changa.
Kuseri kwa mapiri ndi zitunda ndinakweza mawu anga ndipo mapemphero anga anayankhidwa.
Muulendo wosasunthika uwu chikondi chimandinyamula pamwamba pa mikuntho yanga.
Ndimwetulira pagalasi ndikuwona Mulungu pamenepo.
Maso anga adawala ndi chikondi
Palibe choyipa mwa ine -
Agogo anga ankandikonda ndili ndi zaka 5 ndili mnyamata wokongola.
Tsopano ndine mzimu wokongola
Munthu amene anadutsa pamoto,
kubwezeretsa chigonjetso
Dziko lino si kwathu.
Tsiku lina inenso, monga agogo anga,
adzakhala amphumphu.
Sindikumvanso mkokomo wa zingwe za blue-gum kudzera m'mawu ochititsa manyazi koma phokoso la mvula yambiri mwa agogo anga akufuula, kudutsa ndi pamwamba pa matabwa akugwa ndi njoka yamoto yomwe inayamwa pakhosi pake.
"Ziribe kanthu zomwe Juneck, musalole nkhanza za dziko lapansi zikube kukongola kwa maloto anu".
Ndinakondedwa ndili ndi zaka 5 ndili mnyamata wokongola.
Ndine wolemera kuposa momwe ndinaliri panthawiyo.
Panopa ndimakondedwa ndi mwamuna wapagalasi
Ndipo mkazi amene amandigwira dzanja pamene buluu chingamu slats nthawi zina kugwa pansi mondizungulira ine.
Nkhani yopangidwa mozungulira zochitika zenizeni komanso ngwazi yeniyeni yomwe idandikhudza mtima.
Jambiya Kai ndi wolemba komanso wolemba nkhani wokonda kutengeka waku South Africa yemwe amalemba za tsoka komanso kupambana kwazomwe adakumana nazo anthu kuti akhale chithunzi chosaiwalika. Amayankhula moona mtima pamavuto azikhalidwe ndi zauzimu za nthawi yathu ino.
