Kulimbana ndi Zimene Wachita

Ndi Tom Violett

Ndisiyira izi posachedwa pa facebook, mnyamatayu ndi membala wa Green Party waku New Jersey. Ndinakumana naye pafupifupi chaka chapitacho. Ndi wachinyamata wokonda kwambiri, yemwe akumenya nkhondo ndi zomwe wachita komanso momwe angapitire patsogolo. Sindikudziwa kapangidwe ka magulu akale omwe akutenga nawo mbali komanso zomwe mamembala awo akuyimira koma ndikukhulupirira mtundu uwu wamalingaliro / malingaliro amafunikira pamsonkhano wathu wamtendere. Ndimuitanira kuti adzakhale nawo. Mwinanso titha kumtumizira oyitanidwa kuti adzakhale nawo pamwambowu. Nawa mawu ake. Mtendere:

Patha zaka 7 kuchokera pomwe ndinatumizidwa koyamba ndipo ndili ndi maloto pafupifupi usiku uliwonse ku Afghanistan.

Kukhala mfuti, kuwuluka "fosholo ya njira" kupita ku Khost mwachangu momwe tingathere, kudzikonzekeretsa kuti kuphulika kwa IED kosapeweka

Kapena kumveka kosavuta kwa ma rockets akubwera kuchokera ku malire a Pakistan kupita kwa ife

Kapena phokoso la moto wa AK ndi PKM pamene ndikuwombera kuti nditenge zida zanga ndikunyamula zida zanga

Kapena kunyalanyaza pamaso pa Afghans ambiri omwe adatiyang'anitsitsa pamene tikudutsa

Kapena kuitana kwa pemphero ngati dzuŵa litakhazikika pamwamba pa mapiri akumadzulo pamene ndikuyang'ana pa steppes zakumwera

Kapena kuwala kofewa kwa kuzungulira kowala pamwamba pa mapiri akummawa usiku

Kapena makamaka munthu wamalonda, wophimba m'magazi ake, mapazi ake ndi makondo ake atapachikidwa pamapazi ake ndi khungu ndi fupa losagawanika, mimba yake ndi chifuwa chimatseguka ndi zidutswa zitsulo zomwe zimatuluka kunja kwa- amene, mwakamphindi mwinamwake womveka bwino, anandiyang'ana ine mopanda phindu ndi kuchonderera pamaso pake, mphindi pang'ono asanafe.

Ndipo ndithudi bwenzi langa Michael Elm, yemwe anali 25 ndi miyezi yokha ya 2 kuchoka kunyumba, pamene anaphedwa ndi IED lero lino.

Poyerekeza ndi zomwe zinachitikira asilikali ena omenya nkhondo, zaka ziwiri zomwe ndakhala ndikupita kumeneko zinali zosavuta. Koma izi zimandigwirabe.

Ayi, sindinaphe aliyense ku Afghanistan. Anthu amakonda kundifunsa funsoli mochuluka. Anthu amandifunsanso ngati ndikudandaula ndikudutsa-ndipo yankho ndilo ine ndikutero.

Sindikupempha "chikondi" kapena "chithandizo" kapena ngakhale chidwi kuchokera positiyi. Ndiyenera kungochotsa pachifuwa panga. Ankhondo ena akhala akundikana kapena anena kuti ndine wosakhulupirika chifukwa cha "kusintha mbali." Koma sindingathe bwanji?

Ndiyenera kukhala woonamtima- kudali kuwononga moyo wamunthu komanso kuthekera kwake. Ndi zomwe ndimaganizira tsiku lililonse. Sindikudzitamandira chifukwa cha ntchito yanga. Sindimakonda kuuza anthu za izi. Ndikulakalaka ndikadapita kukoleji m'malo mwake. Adaphunzira momwe angathandizire anthu m'malo mowapha. Palibe chabwino chilichonse chomwe chidabwera kuchokera kunkhondo.

Ndimaganizira za mtundu wa munthu yemwe ndinali panthawiyo. M'malingaliro anga onyenga ndimaganiza kuti ndikuchitiradi zabwino dziko lapansi. Ndinaganiza kuti ndinali wabwino kwambiri, ndipo chifukwa chake chinali cholondola, kuti Afghanistan inali "nkhondo yabwino". Kupatula apo… ndichifukwa chiyani tikadatha kuwona ndikukumana ndi masautso ambiri? Payenera kukhala chifukwa chabwino cha zonsezi. Panayenera kukhala chifukwa chomwe Elm adamwalira, kapena chifukwa chomwe wamalonda uja adamwalira, kapena chifukwa chake anthu ambiri amafa, kukhala olumala mpaka kalekale, kapena kutaya ufulu wawo wonse wachibadwidwe pansi pantchito yosaloledwa, yakunja.

Panalibe chifukwa chabwino cha zonsezo. Chinthu chokha chomwe tachita chinali kuteteza zokondana, ndikupanga mabiliyoni makampani aakulu.

Kunena zowona, sindinali munthu wabwino. Osangotenga nawo gawo pakuchita zoyipa zazikulu kwambiri za masiku ano- msirikali wapansi wazankhondo zaku US - komanso chifukwa choganiza kuti ndichinthu chofunikira. * Poganizira kuti ndichinthu chomwe chandipanga kukhala * munthu wabwino. momvera komanso mwachidwi kwambiri tikupembedza mbendera yomweyi yomwe yadzetsa imfa ya mamiliyoni osawerengeka… ndi kuzunzika kwa ena ambiri.

Mwina sindinaphe aliyense, koma ndikutsimikiza kuti gehena idadzipha. Tonsefe omwe tidapitako tidachita- ndichifukwa chake sitingasiye kuganiza za izi, kapena kuzilota, kapena kuziwona nthawi zonse tikatseka maso athu. Chifukwa sitinasiyedi- akufa amakhala komwe amaphedwa.

Ndipo kwanthawizonse tidzasokonezedwa ndi nkhope zimenezo.

Anthu ambiri omwe ndimadziwa amafunsa "zomwe zandichitikira". Kodi ndinachokera bwanji kukhala Sergeant woyenda pansi kupita kwa munthu yemwe "amadana ndi America"? Kapena munthu amene "wapereka ubale"? Kapena munthu amene “wachita mopambanitsa”?

Ndikufunsa anthu awa: mukuganiza bwanji zili bwino kuti dziko lino lichite zachiwawa, chidani, kuponderezana * padziko lonse lapansi? Zidali kuti nkhawa zanu "zachiwawa" pomwe dziko lathu likulanda Iraq ndi Afghanistan- ndikupitilizabe kukhala nawo onse, motsutsana ndi zofuna za anthu awo? Zili kuti nkhawa zanu zokhudzana ndi "kuchita zinthu monyanyira" pomwe dziko lathu likukakamiza ena kuti agwadire ulamuliro wa US? Kodi mabomba omwe amaponyedwa paukwati, zipatala, masukulu, ndi misewu siokwanira inu?

Kapena kodi mwina monga momwe ndinaliri, posankha kusiya zoopsa zomwe dziko lathu limabweretsa padziko lonse lapansi, ngakhale kulungamitsa? Chifukwa mukadzawawona, kuwazindikira, ndikuyesera kuti mumvetsetse, inunso mutha kuchita mantha mukazindikira * kuti mumachita nawo zomwezo. Inde, ndife osadukiza. Sindikufunanso kukhala wolimbikira - ndikufuna kuti ithe.

Mukuti, "ngati simukonda America, bwanji osasuntha?" Koma ndikuyankha: chifukwa ndili ndi udindo womenya nkhondo ndikusintha dzikoli kuti likhale labwino. Makamaka ngati munthu amene kale amateteza zofuna zamabungwe aku America akunja. Ndiyenera kuchita chilichonse chomwe ndingathe kuti ndikonze zolakwazo. Mwina sizingatheke- koma ndiyesetsa. Ndipita kukamenya nkhondo ngati gehena kuti ndisokoneze zamtendere, fascism, ndi capitalism paliponse momwe ndingathere.

Sindingathe bwanji? Kodi ndiyenera kuvala chipewa "Msirikali wakale waku Afghanistan", kuvala baji yanga yankhondo, ndikuyimira mokhulupirika mbendera yomweyi yomwe siyimayimira kuzunzika kwanga kokha, komanso kuzunzika kopitilira muyeso kwa anthu padziko lapansi?

Ayi! Ndidzachita chinthu chimodzi chabwino ndi moyo wanga ndipo zidzakuthandizani kuthetsa nkhondoyi, kuthetsa kuzunzidwa, kuzunzidwa, zaka za kuponderezedwa. Ndipo m'malo mwake, thandizani kumanga dziko latsopano kumene tikhoza kukhala ndi mphamvu zathu zonse, tigwirane ntchito limodzi, ndikufufuze kutalika kwa mlalang'amba.

Mutha kutcha kuti zosatheka - ngakhale zopusa. Koma ndimanena kuti cholinga cha moyo wanga.