Wolemba Robert Bernhard, World BEYOND War, November 16, 2020

nsembe

Nsembe,
Magazi paguwa lansembe,
Guwa la Nkhondo.

Eya, inde,
Mulungu
Ndi Dziko.
Kulimba mtima kwawonso,
Kutambasulidwa kudutsa malire a Moyo
ku miyoyo yotayika,
nyanga zachisoni zikuwomba
nyimbo imodzimodzi yogona
ngati imfa.

Ambiri adazitcha kuti ndizoyenera,
kotero sayenera kunena
nkhondo ikuwononga miyoyo,
kukongola ndi ulemerero
zoperekedwa kwa opulumuka
m'malo motchula aliyense
nsembe yosakwanira.
Chopereka chovomerezeka,
Nkhondo Zambiri zikupitilira
osadetsedwa, kapena kunyowa,
kapena magazi,
kapena yokutidwa ndi thukuta
kuchokera kufulumira kudikira,
kapena kuntchito,
kapena mantha ndi mikangano
za kupha
kuyenderera m'mitsempha yawo.

Tonsefe timamwalira,
asirikali ndi anthu wamba,
kwa a Mongers awo,
ma wallet awo odzaza,
osati ufulu,
osati ufulu wa aliyense.

Ena adamwalira,
ndipo tonsefe tinalira pamenepo,
kwa ife eni monga
akufa.
Ndipo tsopano, ku The Wall,
timulira ameneyo,
ndipo ameneyo,
ndipo ameneyo,
dzina limenelo Pakhoma,
dzina lililonse Pakhoma.

Dzina lililonse Pakhoma
ndife.
Tidalira pamenepo,
ndipo tikulira tsopano,
osati kwa wina yemwe anali
pafupi kapena chidutswa cha ife,
koma kwa wina yemwe anali
aliyense wa ife,
chifukwa cha "Ine".

Tikaseka komanso kuimba
za mulungu ndi ulemerero,
timalira.
Timalira magazi a "I"
okhetsedwa,
okhetsedwa pa guwa la mulungu,
guwa lansembe la mulungu aliyense
kunayamba kwakhalako.
Kwa mulungu aliyense amene analipo
wakhala ndi Guwa la Nkhondo
kuti magazi a "Ine" adonthe,
kutsanulira.

Timalira
popeza ngakhale mndandanda wa The Wall
ndife, ndi "Ine",
Momwemonso, ndi Mongers of War,
omwe ali oyera kwambiri, mwayi,
yopanda ndalama, yosavuta, yolemera
ndi ndalama zosindikizidwa
Magazi "Ine" amabisa "Ine" amabisa,
ndi phindu lokwanira kugula
aliyense galu,
kutipangitsa ife tonse kulingalira "ife"
ife sitiri "Ine"

Timalira chifukwa "Ine" amwalira
kwa mulungu dzina lake
palibe amene akudziwa,
ngakhale mulungu yemwe angatero
nsembe mwana wake wamwamuna,
ndi kulola magazi a mwana wake
onetsani nkhondo zambiri.

Aleluya, ndine "I."
Ndine.
Ndine ameneyo.
Ndine amene ndili kuti ndikhale.

Ngakhale ndidatumikira ndipo
sindikudzikuza,
komabe ndili
othokoza kuyamikiridwa,
ndikulandilidwa kulandilidwa kunyumba.
Ndikufuna kuthokozedwa
ndipo analandiridwa kunyumba.
Ndipo ndikulira chifukwa
"Ine" anafa,
Ndikudabwa bwanji,
ndikudabwa bwanji mulungu samwalira,
chifukwa sitikufuna
Mulungu ameneyo afe
pa guwa la "Ine"
kuti tonse tikhale mu
mtendere wopanda nkhondo,
kukondana wina ndi mnzake

kufikira "Ine."

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