Los ntawm Kathy Kelly
Kabul-siab, lanky, zoo siab thiab ntseeg siab, Esmatullah tau yooj yim koom nrog nws cov tub ntxhais kawm ntawv ntawm Street Kids School, ib qhov project ntawm Kabul's "Afghan Peace Volunteers," lub zej zog tawm tsam nrog kev tsom mus rau kev pabcuam rau cov neeg pluag. Esmatullah qhia cov neeg ua haujlwm menyuam yaus nyeem. Nws muaj kev mob siab tshwj xeeb los qhia hauv Tsev Kawm Ntawv Street Kids vim hais tias, raws li nws hais, "Kuv yog ib tug ntawm cov me nyuam." Esmatullah pib ua haujlwm txhawb nqa nws tsev neeg thaum nws muaj 9 xyoos. Tam sim no, thaum muaj hnub nyoog 18 xyoo, nws tab tom nrhiav: nws tau mus txog qib kaum, zoo siab heev uas tau kawm lus Askiv zoo txaus los qhia cov chav kawm hauv ib lub tsev kawm ntawv hauv zos, thiab paub tias nws tsev neeg txaus siab rau nws txoj kev mob siab rau, kev ua haujlwm hnyav.
Thaum Esmatullah muaj cuaj xyoos, cov Taliban tuaj rau hauv nws lub tsev nrhiav nws tus tij laug. Esmatullah txiv yuav tsis nthuav tawm cov ntaub ntawv uas lawv xav tau. Cov Taliban mam li tsim txom nws txiv los ntawm kev ntaus nws ko taw hnyav heev uas nws tsis tau taug kev txij thaum ntawd los. Esmatullah txiv, tam sim no 48, tsis tau kawm nyeem lossis sau ntawv; tsis muaj haujlwm rau nws. Tau ntau caum xyoo dhau los, Esmatullah tau ua tsev neeg lub tswv yim tseem ceeb, tau pib ua haujlwm, thaum muaj hnub nyoog cuaj, hauv kev cob qhia kws kho tsheb. Nws yuav mus kawm ntawv thaum sawv ntxov, tab sis thaum 11:00 teev sawv ntxov, nws yuav pib ua haujlwm nrog cov kws kho tsheb, txuas ntxiv mus ua haujlwm kom txog thaum tsaus ntuj. Thaum lub caij ntuj no, nws ua haujlwm puv sijhawm, khwv tau 50 Afghanis txhua lub lim tiam, ib qho nyiaj nws ib txwm muab rau nws niam mus yuav mov.
Tam sim no, xav rov qab rau nws cov kev paub dhau los ua ib tus neeg ua haujlwm menyuam yaus, Esmatullah muaj kev xav thib ob. “Thaum kuv loj hlob tuaj, kuv pom tias nws tsis zoo rau kev ua haujlwm thaum nws tseem yog menyuam yaus thiab tsis nco qab ntau zaj lus qhia hauv tsev kawm. Kuv xav paub tias kuv lub hlwb nquag npaum li cas thaum lub sijhawm ntawd, thiab kuv tuaj yeem kawm tau npaum li cas! Thaum menyuam yaus ua haujlwm puv sijhawm, nws tuaj yeem rhuav tshem lawv lub neej yav tom ntej. Kuv nyob hauv ib puag ncig uas muaj coob tus neeg tau quav yeeb quav tshuaj. Luckily kuv tsis tau pib, txawm tias lwm tus ntawm lub rooj cob qhia qhia tias kuv sim siv tus heroin. Kuv me me heev. Kuv yuav nug 'Qhov no yog dab tsi?' thiab lawv yuav hais tias nws yog tshuaj, nws zoo rau mob nraub qaum. "
“Zoo hmoo, kuv txiv ntxawm pab kuv yuav khoom siv rau tsev kawm ntawv thiab them nyiaj rau kev kawm. Thaum kuv kawm qib 7, kuv xav tias yuav tawm hauv tsev kawm ntawv, tab sis nws tsis cia kuv. Kuv txiv ntxawm ua haujlwm saib xyuas hauv Karte Chahar. Kuv xav tias kuv tuaj yeem pab nws ib hnub. "
Txawm hais tias nws tsuas tuaj yeem mus kawm ntawv ib nrab hnub, Esmatullah yog ib tug tub ntxhais kawm tiav. Nws cov xib fwb tsis ntev los no tau hais lus hlub txog nws uas yog ib tus tub ntxhais kawm paub cai tshwj xeeb thiab muaj peev xwm. Nws yeej ib txwm ua ib tus tub ntxhais kawm ntawv siab tshaj hauv nws cov chav kawm.
Esmatullah hais tias "Kuv yog tib tug uas nyeem lossis sau ntawv hauv kuv tsev neeg," “Kuv ib txwm xav kom kuv niam thiab txiv nyeem tau thiab sau ntawv. Tej zaum lawv yuav nrhiav tau haujlwm. Qhov tseeb tiag, kuv nyob rau kuv tsev neeg. Kuv tsis nyob rau kuv tus kheej. Kuv tu kuv tsev neeg. Kuv hlub kuv tus kheej vim kuv tsev neeg. Tsuav kuv tseem muaj sia nyob, lawv xav tias muaj ib tug neeg pab lawv. "
"Tab sis yog tias kuv muaj kev ywj pheej xaiv, kuv yuav siv tag nrho kuv lub sijhawm ua haujlwm pab dawb ntawm Afghan Peace Volunteer's center."
Nug seb nws xav li cas txog kev cob qhia cov neeg ua haujlwm menyuam yaus, Esmatullah teb tias: “Cov menyuam no yuav tsum tsis txhob nyeem ntawv yav tom ntej. Kev kawm hauv Afghanistan zoo li daim duab peb sab. Thaum kuv kawm qib 40, peb muaj 7 tus menyuam. Txog qib 10, kuv pom tau tias muaj ntau tus menyuam tau tso tseg tsev kawm ntawv lawm. Thaum kuv mus txog qib 40, tsuas yog plaub ntawm XNUMX tus menyuam yaus txuas ntxiv lawv cov lus qhia. "
"Thaum kuv kawm lus Askiv, kuv zoo siab rau kev qhia yav tom ntej thiab khwv tau nyiaj," nws hais rau kuv. "Thaum kawg, kuv xav tias kuv yuav tsum qhia lwm tus vim tias yog lawv paub ntawv lawv yuav tsis tshua mus ua rog."
Nws hais tias "Tib neeg raug thawb mus koom ua tub rog," nws hais. “Kuv tus npawg tooj tau koom ua tub rog. Nws tau mus nrhiav haujlwm thiab tub rog nrhiav nws, muab nyiaj rau nws. Tom qab ib lub lim tiam, cov Taliban tua nws. Nws muaj hnub nyoog 20 xyoo thiab tsis ntev los no nws tau sib yuav. "
Kaum xyoo dhau los, Afghanistan twb tau ua tsov rog rau plaub xyoos, nrog rau US quaj rau kev ua pauj rau 9/11 kev tawm tsam muab txoj hauv kev rau cov lus tsis txaus ntseeg ntawm kev txhawj xeeb rov qab rau cov neeg txom nyem uas yog feem ntau ntawm Afghanistan cov pej xeem. Raws li lwm qhov chaw uas Asmeskas tau tso cai "tsis muaj chaw ya" swb rau hauv kev hloov pauv tag nrho, kev ua phem ntawm Afghans tsuas yog nce hauv kev kub ntxhov, ua rau muaj kev puas tsuaj ntawm Esmatullah txiv.
Ntau tus neeg nyob ze Esmatullah tuaj yeem nkag siab yog tias nws xav ua pauj thiab nrhiav kev ua pauj tawm tsam cov Taliban. Lwm tus yuav nkag siab yog tias nws xav tau tib yam kev ua pauj rau Tebchaws Meskas. Tab sis nws hloov nws tus kheej nrog cov tub hluas thiab cov poj niam hais tias "Ntshav tsis so cov ntshav." Lawv xav pab cov neeg ua haujlwm me me kom dim ntawm kev nrhiav tub rog thiab yooj yim rau cov neeg raug kev txom nyem vim kev tsov kev rog.
Kuv nug Esmatullah seb nws xav li cas txog kev koom nrog Ua tsaug! kev sib tw, - sawv cev hauv kev tshaj xov xwm los ntawm cov tub ntxhais hluas tawm tsam kev ua tsov ua rog uas yees duab lo lus #Enough! (bas) sau rau ntawm lawv xib teg.
Esmatullah hais tias "Afghanistan tau ntsib peb lub xyoos dhau los ntawm kev ua tsov rog," “Kuv xav tias muaj ib hnub peb yuav muaj peev xwm xaus kev tsov rog. Kuv xav ua ib tug neeg, yav tom ntej, txwv kev ua tsov ua rog. " Nws yuav siv ntau "qee tus neeg" los txwv kev ua tsov ua rog, ib yam li Esmatullah uas tau kawm hauv txoj hauv kev los ua neej nyob nrog cov neeg xav tau tshaj plaws, tsim cov zej zog uas nws qhov kev ua yuav tsis ua rau muaj kev xav ua pauj.
Kab lus no tau tshwm sim thawj zaug ntawm Telesur.
Kathy Kelly (kathy@vcnv.org) co-coordinates Voices for Creative Nonviolence (www.vcnv.org)
